i think i've made the second biggest mistake in my life.
and it is similar to the first biggest mistake in my life.
so in CONCLUSION

i never learn my lesson. T_T

and does anyone know why on earth some people have this aura that FORCES you to spill out secrets WILLINGLY ? T____T

this week has been an emotionally-unstable week. test was horrid and so is my social life. i'm sorry for making the wrong choices and decisions, causing the people around me to feel like they're burning in hell. i'm sorry for not being a better friend, being a better dad. but i really do not intend to hurt anyone nor cause any harm to those i love most; my sissy family. i know that some of you are disappointed in me, angry and frustrated with my cursed attitude and playfullness and if i have hurt anyone one of you..
i'm sorry.
i really don't mean to.
all in all, i still love you guys more than anything else.

Joleneee <(