In this lil' mind of mine.

Goodbyes.

Sunday, September 27, 200912:53 AM

'Goodbyes'

last night i had to say a very painful goodbye to one of my best friends.
one goodbye was not enough. neither were two nor three. the goodbyes were uncountable.
why was one goodbye not good enough? was it to lengthen the sorry-emo-conversation? was it to make sure that the heartfelt feeling of sincerity was felt? was it to make the moment last longer? or maybe it was just so that i could hear his voice again. It's a wonder what impact the voice has on petty human feelings.

goodbye.

it's a painful goodbye.
you may think "where on earth is he going to??"
to be brutally honest to myself, i don't know.
That's why it's painful.

figure it out on your own.

and my brother left for KL 15 minutes ago. another goodbye. another hug. another tear. sometimes i really wish that people would stop leavin' me. however, I'm not that selfish to rob them away from their lives. circumstances prevent them from staying and I am of no position to anchor them down.

I may sound so noble. Yes, noble is such a silly word to use at a time like this. But sometimes, I really wanna throw a tantrum, be a kid and cry my eyes out for them to comfort me so they stay just a lil' bit longer. sometimes, not all the time. =|

Joleneee <|

back to the top