have you ever felt, numb?
cold, maybe?
if you have, don't worry, you're not dead.

'cause i know I'm not.

yet.

when I'm numb; cold,
i stand under the sun.
the sun feels good. it's nice to be under the sunshine.
the heat is comforting.
to feel the skin prickle like snow thawing after winter.

and I think I could feel my heart beat again. It pumps. My cheeks heat up.
It feels good to be alive.

but sad to say, spring does not last forever, neither does Summer. Winter takes its tow and once again it's back to being numb; cold. no matter how twisted the global weather may get. =|

so people, if you see some retard in school standing under the sun, let her be. Just let her be. If you want..feel free to join her, but i doubt you would. xD


Joleneee <3