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JOLENE :D
that's my name. a kid. likes colours. loves plushies. Loves Jesus ! and making Ed smile. COOKIES ! ><
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birthday
Sunday, October 11, 200912:21 AM
My 17th birthday celebration was two days ago.
it was a fantastic party evryone! thank you sooo much for coming and for the pressies. xD

a brief account

  1. my dog scared the crap out of Ming Yen and Herrbie at
    8.00 P.M.
  2. we ate dinner; spaghetti and fried chicken. LOL.
  3. we played cards. chor tai ti? is that how you spell it, Kev? xD Kev:1, Jo:1, Yan:1.
  4. we played GOLDFISH! ROFL. Ming Ming's brilliant ideaaaa. ahaha.
  5. kev married my dog. ohh joy.
  6. we sang the birthday song and ate the very very fattening birthday cake. (blueberry cheesecake ppl!!)
  7. PRESENTS ! more details later. xD
  8. FATAL FRAME 3 !! AHAHA ! it was a session of 30 mins retardism.
  9. jemput-ed Eddie and Timmy at 11.00 P.M.
  10. Pi Kayu for ROTI TISSSUUU. HEHEH !
  11. reached home 1.20 AM.
cards was fun! Yan Wei kept .. trying to cheat. LOL but he won la anyway without cheating. Denise and Ming Yen has learned the art of gambling. wow. xD

the presents.
FUNNY! very touching presents really.
  • Herrbie got me a VERY VERY CUTE MANTOU CUP. I LOVE IT! hahaha.
  • Ming Yen got me a small naked pig. @_@ i think i'll name it Ming. ahah. she made a card for me, so pretty. =)
  • Eddie and Timmy bought me a charm bracelet! i lost mine during state camp last year. T__T
  • KEVIN SAM DID NOT BUY ME ANYTHING. lol but he apologised. what a loving cousin. xD
  • Denise Song got me something really really retarded. it was so retarded that its retardism had to ferment for a good 5 hours before i could open it. she bought me 'HOTWHEELS YELLOW CAR' migooood !!! >< but i love it.
  • and lastly.. Yan Wei.. he says it's an ugly present but i say it's nice. a jar of folded stars!! Thanks Yan.. it means alot to me. no matter how ugly you claim it to be. LOL!
FATAL FRAME!
it ws supposed to scare the crap out of us but instead, it made us laugh our asses off. xDD!! the ghosts are all pretty. sexay. and Herrbie keeps taking pics of the WRONG parts of the ghost. =____=

we went to Kayu and ate TWO FREAKING LONG LONG ROTI TISSUSSS. mampoi. T____T

pictures, have to wait for denise to upload. LOL. be patient be patient.
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The Last
Saturday, October 3, 200911:55 PM
i wished for my one wish for my birthday to be fulfilled.

and i regret for wishing.

'cause it will be fulfilled really really soon.

the last of everything

the last of everything

and it would be back to being

best friends.

stupid Jo.

stupid.

Joleneee
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i predict
7:13 AM
another week has passed.

not that great a week.
results aren't as great as i though it would be.
though my parents are contented enough; i'm not.

i can predict that my phone bill for August will be really low.

last night was a great night.

Edwina and Timothy came over to visit me, to see whether if i'm alright or digging my own graveyard. lol.
Thanks alot guys.. the sotong goreng and ikan bakar was a real good remedy. ^^
Ed.. thank you for always being on the call for me. ever ready to give me a good smack back to reality.

i can predict that my inbox for August will be really empty.

tonight has been a great night too.
Herrbie brightened me up a bit. Though i'm not 100% 'ohkay' but.. i think i can make it through the night. your hillarious 'german sausages' and 'cocktail' jokes are the best! Thanks for the fatal frame vids. ROFL non stop the whole night. *huggs

i can predict that the future weeks are gonna be no diff from this week.

cause the fact hasn't changed.
the past remains the past.
the present remains the present.


Joleneeee <3
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inspired.
Thursday, October 1, 20095:20 AM

After a while

After a while you learn the subtle difference between
holding a hand and chaining a soul,
And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and
company doesn't mean security,
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts
and presents aren't promises,
And you begin to accept your defeats with your head
up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult,
not the grief of a child,
And you learn to build all your roads on today
because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans.
After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you
get too much
So plant your own garden and decorate your own
soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure...
that you are really strong,
and you really do have worth
And you learn and you learn
With every good-bye you learn...

-Veronica A. Shoffstall

i got this from Cheryl's blog.
very very inspiring.
i love it.
Thank you Cheryl !! ^^

and hey, I'm smiling again.
Thanks Eddie, for being the angel of the source of my strength.
and Yan Wei, for being my blessing of joy.
*Huggs

Joleneee <3
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