Girls are Deadly, Lethal weapons. We kill intentionally or worse still, unintentionally.
We hurt without wanting to hurt.
When we do, the hurt isn't like the sort of hurt a blade causes but the sort of hurt a body would feel without it's heart.

i'm being random. But i've experienced hurting someone and it was a feeling i would die feeling.
i've NOW experienced seeing someone BEING HURT by a girl. it's such a painful process, being hurt and recovering from it. how could girls do it? how could girls Deliberately hurt others or being a Mother Theresa saying that it's for his own good?

there ought to be another way apart from hurting and being hurt. it doesn't have to be this way. things CAN work out with both parties smiling and hugging each other. The question is; whether or not we are willing to work things out; stop making excuses for our mistakes and also excuses to pacify our disappointments.

i've no idea WHERE I AM HEADING but i have to let this out cause it's disturbing my conscience so bad that guilt overwhelms me.

confused,
JoLene