today ended with a 
disastrous 'PIANNGG'I finished baking ma P.E.T.s, cleaned up.
everything was 
FINISHED and I left the kitchen, 
reached for the light switch and
PIAAANGMy hand accidentally hit the vodka bottle that was sitting in some fat chef's hand and it fell with a crash that simply said...'there goes the vodka ma mum brought back from Russia. woe to me, i just wasted money just like that. -.-'though my parents say
 'it's ohkay'. i still feel like crap. i know i know, i'm like 18 for goodness sake, but i can't help
 feeling so stupid and idiotically careless. ughhhhh.and i got 
glass splinters all over ma hands and knees. And ouch, 
ma finger is bleeding. 'Woe to me'JoleneeeSam