In this lil' mind of mine.

PIAANNG

Tuesday, April 27, 20108:32 AM

today ended with a disastrous 'PIANNGG'

I finished baking ma P.E.T.s, cleaned up.
everything was FINISHED and I left the kitchen, reached for the light switch and

PIAAANG

My hand accidentally hit the vodka bottle that was sitting in some fat chef's hand and it fell with a crash that simply said...

'there goes the vodka ma mum brought back from Russia. woe to me, i just wasted money just like that. -.-'

though my parents say 'it's ohkay'.
i still feel like crap. i know i know, i'm like 18 for goodness sake, but i can't help feeling so stupid and idiotically careless. ughhhhh.

and i got glass splinters all over ma hands and knees. And ouch, ma finger is bleeding.

'Woe to me'

JoleneeeSam

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EXPERIMENTS! part 2

12:15 AM

I'm in a dillemma now.
should i continue baking while studying
or should i just quit baking to study
or ... nah i can't quit studying to bake.
D:
anywayyyy......
I came across a few pics just now!

TADAAA!

these are ma addictive magical choco'oat bite cookies!
(pfft magical, so they say xD)

PORTUGESE EGG TARTS!
baked a box of these for CellGroup last friday.
('It was a big HIT!' ... so they say xD)

ma greatest achievement in 4 months!
cause it's ma first pastry!
=DDDDD
and it tastes GOOD
SO I SAY!

lol pardon the lack of humility here. xD

well yeah, it's a chocolate tart shell with lots of peanut butter and blueberry jam stuffed in it.
didn't have enough cheese. D:
don't say gross cause it was my lunch.
teehee =D

FRESH from the MEGA HUGE OVEN in my back kitchen. rofl.
blueberry cheesetarts are THE MOST SUPERB TARTS IN THE WORLD!

*Followed by portugese egg tarts.
dahahaha!

JoleneeeSam

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EXPERIMENTS !

Monday, April 26, 20106:41 AM

Dahahaha! holidays are coming to an end! Dahahahah!
i'm depressed. D:

i haven't really done anything THAT exciting during these few months. Have just been baking and keeping my lil baking business alive. No easy task but with the help of my marketing experts, it wasn't all too bad. =D Cheers to Ming Yen!

these are a few pics of a few random stuff i baked during the hols. sorry i forgot to take pics of the blueberry cheesecake, the lemon-frosted carrot cake, Choc fudge bars and dalmation bars. Will remember to take the next time i bake em. =)

pardon the ugly photos please. I'm not good in cameras and WITH cameras. =D

Chocolate Tart

Blueberry Cheese Tart!!

Chewy Crumbles (supposedly the first legendary american choc-chip recipe)

Classic American Choc-chip cookies

I've got more pics but i guess
there's always room for another blogpost
right? =D more tarts and muffins in the next post!

JoleneeeSam

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most men are cruel

Thursday, April 22, 20107:59 PM

A friend of mine came over the other day, she laid a whole load of ‘sometimes I wonder’ statements.
puzzled, I looked at her hoping for an answer.
she just looked me in the eye and told me
“tell me what you have to say after I tell you this”
and she went on saying….

“sometimes I wonder what’s wrong with the world.
sometimes I wonder what’s wrong with the society.
sometimes I wonder why people don’t understand each other.
sometimes I wonder why people hurt one another.
sometimes I wonder why people make use of those who love them.
sometimes I wonder…….those who are used, then left alone, what joy is it in for them?

how ironic to know that the person I care for so much is actually the person who cares the least about me. the very person whom I’m so proud of is actually the person who despises me the most.
the person whom I love is the person who hates me the most. And what really breaks my heart is I did not know the malice that’s running in the person’s head, the cruel intentions augmenting within his heart. And Lo and Behold, this innocent soul, robbed of her integrity has been left victimized by the person she treasures the most.

though fate be called just, could I, that victimized person keep quiet and succumb to its will?
nay --- I wouldn’t. I couldn’t let fate toy with my emotions without an explanation.
an explanation to why I have to go through this period of torment for not my wrong doing, but the doing of others, of his.
but much to my dismay, fate closes its doors without an answer.
as though to say that it was MY fault to be who I am.

how ironic, I’d say.
To hear him tell me that I’m beautiful the way I am. That I shouldn’t change, ever. I honestly believed that I really am worth it. what a lie. what a lie. I didn’t need the sympathy so why did he lie to me?! Was he compelled to?! I‘ve come to realization, in reality, everyone judges by appearance. not even a saint would dare say he doesn’t. no one looks at the heart anymore. no one. even if it were the only thing a person would have.”

she sat on my bed, rubbing her absurdly swollen eyes.
she turned to me and repeated her question.
“tell me what you have to say after I told you this”

after listening to my friend relate her past, I saw a flashback before my eyes.
I grimaced at her question.
“Pffftt..,” I snorted.
what else could I say? I told her what I keep telling myself since that day.

“most men are cruel and that is just how they are."

JoleneeeSam

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updates on F6

Thursday, April 8, 201010:42 PM

ahh! minna!! genki? I went to school two days ago to acquire more info regarding form 6. it seems that the list will only be out on the 3rd of May 2010 and it will be out on the KPM site.

http://emoe.gov.my

the itroduction box is pretty ammusing if you ask me. please do bear this in mind, check the site only from 3rd May onwards. I'm sure the site would be crammed up. -.- so, pls be patiend. =D If your name is there, it means that you can go for F6, but if your name isn't there, it means you're either chosen for jpa scholarships/ entering college/ going overseas. so, good luck everyone and for those who have gone for yer jpa interviews, I hope you guys get what you've applied for. CHEERS!

JoleneeeSam!

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again form 6

Monday, April 5, 20104:49 AM

WARNING! WARNING! ALL STUDENTS WHO INTEND TO DIG THEIR OWN GRAVEYA.. i mean WHO INTEND TO TAKE FORM 6..

I've heard that Form 6 starts on MAY 10. And the application letter will be sitting in our mailboxes pretty soon. So, pls do check your mail and start preparing for another 2 years of school! alright, man i can't wait. xDD

I was hanging out with my brother a few nights ago and we came across a very interesting topic.
Is Winnie the Pooh a HE or a SHE? O.o? hmmm that's a thought.

I'm bored.

Joleneeesam

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